I am going to do it this time. I felt it and I almost cried. I so deserve this. Moor has been down south since last week and I feel so free and relaxed. I feel like I’m on vacation. I went grocery shopping and I don’t even remember seeing the impulse candy on checkout. I’m so scared for when Moor comes home because he is out of control and doesn’t seem to want to change. Another funny thing is that I’m watching the last days of left eye and she has this tattoo “parron” and when I first saw it I thought it said my name. I’m glad I saw it because it reminded me not to forget spiritually. I also need to get a schedule for keeping the house clean. I went walking today as well and it was so refreshing. I won’t look back, just reflect.