So much has happened since my last entry but nothing worth talking about. Right now I feel so used up I need to get my energy back. I feel completely depleted of any hope of finding a good guy. These men like playing games and are not honest. I wish there was some way I could not get hurt. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I always feel so intensely…sigh. I don’t know what to do. My intuition just sucks and I don’t know how to make it better. The one thing that I am proud of is my weight loss. I really look good. I feel almost as if something is missing…I know its probably companionship. Next paycheck, I am going to get my kittens…how about my kitten supplies…I have to prep the house for them.