I feel trapped by my lower self. I feel as if I have no control over my indulges and urges to overeat. My diet is primarily sugar based and it has to stop but I don’t know how. I know if Moor left it will be all good and I could get myself together but he is not leaving and I need to change now. I need a plan. I will release this demon on my back. I want to be happy and free from the negative prisons of my mind.

Questions
1. Why do I eat these foods when I know they are bad?
2. Why won’t I give in to the emotions I feel?
3. How do I let this pain go? I am ready to let go.

Observation
Its as if I became what they teased me about, I was a beautiful girl and still got teased so I became an exaggeration of every negative remark.