My Dearest Ra,

You are a god to me..always were. Me, with you however? I felt small, stupid, uncomfortably “only” human, an imperfection and I let all the things you would say or call me affect me tremendously. I think the psychological treatment comment was a breaking point for me. What you said to me and how you felt about me meant the world and that was part of our downfall. Its in times like this I miss our magic and our power, but I currently lack the power or know how to exist in the same space as you and still feel powerful and worthy…

Thinking of you always, you’re always and forever will be in my heart. ❤️