Wow when I logged into my blog seeing his face was like a shotgun to the heart but I will not delete anything I wrote. I will continue to blog from the heart.

Well it ended up not working out between me and the man in the picture. I don’t know what happened and he hasn’t shed any light and now he refuses to speak to me. I’m embarrassed by everything, how far I went out of my way for him…and being doped into loving someone that didn’t love me. (Feeling the tears well up…don’t go there Sharon.) When he proposed I guess he didn’t mean it :-/.