I am in a very bad mood this morning and of course I immediately start trying to push people away. This guy named Dre keeps bugging in me wanting to talk and crap and he has a girl and then The Lost Bestie keeps wanting to hang out because of her problems at home and I find myself in a bad mood because I have so much work to do and I keep allowing myself to be sidetracked and its pissing me off. I need to deal with this.

Wow Aaron said that if I kept my focus on him I would be ok, sounds weird but it’s so true, and I didn’t do it and now I’m pissed.

I’ll learn…