I don’t think I ever want to be in another typical relationship again. I feel so bad. I want to have children but I do not want my spouse to be around all the time because I love my freedom. I don’t think I’ll ever be ready for a relationship. I don’t know how this is going to work out for me. I was having a conversation with a male friend of mines and he is looking for the typical relationship and I don’t think I am. I didn’t even like having a roommate and he started talking about staying at home and cuddling and go to the movies together and it scared me. I think I only want to be in a relationship because everyone else does. The dilema…